1. What got you into JE?
NOBUTA WO PRODUCE.... crazy over seishun amigo back then.. from there, i found out about NEWS & KAT-TUN... but i dont really remember how i'd manage to watch nobuta

2. What will you do if you suddenly see me in KLIA, transiting to go back home?
sneak behind u & BOO.. hahhahaha hug you the 1st time. XD

3. Does this TOFU PILLOW make sense to you? *random*
NO... but i still LOL-ed :P btw, what is it?

4. You are doing accounting right? Or was it someone else? Anyway, tell me why you love your campus/friends.
yup, thats me! ;D ♥ SYUC cz its near to shopping mall & theme park. there's privilage as a student : HALF PRICE etc. the real reason is i like to drive around in my MYvi SE but my dad ONLY allow me to drive to collge or somewhere he give permission. so by going there(SYUC), i can make a detour somewhere else hehehhe *sneeky nad* >XD friends in college is awesome.. they makes my dull & boring accounting student life much more brighter. :)

5. Fav fic that I ever wrote?
ALL NISHIKATO!!!!</big></b> i cant make my mind. hahahhahah more from them, please?! X]

20 DAYS TO FINALS
for the past 3 days, its like i was studying in a freezer below 0 celcious. man, my fingers felt really numb. i can barely hold my pen. damn u library SYUC. I've received my exam docket. huhuhuhu i was hoping my examhall is in MONASH. since luck isn't by my side, i'm stuck in SYUC again. :( well, atleast im familiar with the place. so there's no need for me to stalk out for my examhall.

i'm lifeless. this is my f**kd up rutin since last week :
7.45 am : reach college; walk to the foyer with nabeehah. breakfast with the girls
8.15 am : at the vendine machine for my morning nescafe;
8.45 am : off to class or library...
10.00am : morning break; fresh up(cuci mata)
12.00pm : LUNCH!!! (highlight of the day)
etc
5++pm : HOME!! somehow i manage to reach home in 20min... shhhhh hhahahhahah :P

weekends is out of the question. I GOT CLASS THIS FREAKING SUNDAY. weekends we should be resting. for the sake of finals, i sacrifice my precious time. DAMN CAT!!!!

NOTHING MUCH TO BRAG

I LOST MY PRECIOUS BRACELET....

damn its was a present i received. aduh... i feel naked without it. a friend of mine said i look like i've been dumped... i agree. its a same feeling though. why?! why?! WHY??!!! aduh...
stress when i kept thinking about it..

DAMN TES. policy??! they didnt even mention a thing about sunway POLICY to us when we didnt sign up for the bloody resit class. now we have to bare the consequence. aduh.. whats up with them?? damn platinum!!! SUCKER!!! stress stress stress..

huhuhuhu everytime i see my timetable i feel like crying. next week damn pack with revision class. alamak... its 9am to 7pm 2 days straight(mon n tues), thurs extra class. aduh. i cant be too happy wed n fri im free. knowing TES somehow they manage to spoil/ruin our mood...

GOODLUCK TO ALL SPM CANDIDATES!! GAMBATTE...

I MISS JAEBEOM OPPA SO MUCH!!!

watching these partly made my day. watching them all 7. awwww... missing those adorable smiles. damn netizen..
PART 1 PART 2 PART 3 PART 4 PART 5 PART 6 PART 7

Jay @Seattle Sunday Night

credit to time2sub2

YAY!!!

finally i've watch my girl. the one AIBA-chan star in. hhehehhehe
oh the little girl damn cute. i notice both aiba-chan & the girl (who i dunno the name) have similar smile. awwww damn cute. credit to the producer & castor (i forgot the word who cast the actor & actress). hehhehehhe cant wait for the next episode. spread more love~~

GOMEN~~
although i've been gone thru lj everday, i never get the chance of updating mine. i wish there something out there can cure these disease called LAZY. someone please let me know if u do have some suggestion. im really failing myself.

BOREDOM; personality text??!
try this quiz. man, its a bit creepy when some of it true.
( get to know yourself better )
( click to see the real nad )

shitty problem
shit. damn im stress. grrrhhh... i lost my backspace button. plus this lappy is officially cant be closed. the hinges are fine, the problem is the bloody cover. grhhh I WANT NEW LAPPY. ASUS sucks!!

fangirling
oh tidak~~~ for the past month i've completely forgotten all about NEWS & my darling SHIGE. huuhuh what kind of fan am i??!? please forgive me. after 24hours tv, i totally ditched them. aaahhhhh. i dun believe myself either. huhuhuuhuu... i hope theren't much i missed out. please anyone HELP ME.

reality
one more month to FINALS.

only you, if its not you, i cant be fixed
i wouldnt br able to breathe again
its only you my baby, its only you

why cant i let go of the memories that have already ended
why do i keep holding onto them alone
after letting that person left me, go. i live a new life
oh~ i know it too. that its the way it should be
i know it too

though i couldnt bring myself to believe it the first month
after nothing but crying for the second month
and on the third month, holding onto my whole heart
i tried to meet other people
but i couldnt bring myself to smile

only you, if its not you, i cant be fixed
i cant bring myself to smile again
its only you my baby, its only you

listen
you were really beautiful
when you smiled,i was blinded by the light
to the bright smile, i lost track of all thought
oh~ miss you baby
i really miss you so much

no can understand me, and also as of now
why to this day i still have a deep attachment to you
oh~ though they dont get it. you have known it

yo, i tried to forget you but
no matter how hard i tried
i keep finding myself looking for you
and even until now, i keep remembering that bright smile
isnt it pitiful, how did it come to be this way
im unable to quite forget everything altogether
there continues to exist an empty spot that refuses to be filled
it can only be filled by you

oh only you. only you can bring me to life
i cant stop these tears
so just come and return to me

only you, if its not you, i cant be fixed
i cant bring myself to smile again
its only you my baby, its only you yeah~~

gosh i miss NEWS so much especially my husband, SHIGE. i didn't stalk on them (shige the most) for awhile. shitttttt...! i felt really guilty especially when i forgotten all about shige, my SHIGE. how could i?? *sob sob* i blame korean pop band. i've been into them too much. *gomen shige bby*
*run to read/check updates on NEWS & SHIGE*

ABC About You Questions:
A – AVAILABLE : no
B – BIRTHDAY : May 7th, 1990
C – CRUSHING ON :JE's
D – DRINK YOU LAST HAD : ice tea
E – EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO : everyone closest to me.
F – FAVORITE SONG : at the moment, jk-pop
G – GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS : BOTH~~ :))
H – HOMETOWN : KL
I – IN LOVE WITH : parents
J – JUGGLE : on what??
K – KILLED SOMEONE : hmmm? at the moment no one in mind ;p
L – LONGEST CAR RIDE : 8hours - to kedah(too many pit-stops)
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR : obviously chocolate!!!
N – NUMBER OF SIBLINGS : 6 (i'm the eldest)
O – ONE WISH : hmmm?? stay healhty & ALIVE
P – PERSON YOU CALLED LAST : MOM
R – REASON TO SMILE : is there any??
S – SONG YOU LAST HEARD: SHINEE romantic
T – TIME YOU WOKE UP : pretty early today 6.45am (sembahyang subuh) hehhehe ;p
U – UNDERWEAR COLOR/PAT TERN : skin colour (safer)
V – VEGETABLE(S): carrots; broccoli; kang kung??
W – WORST HABIT : during PmS
X – X-RAYS YOU’VE HAD : ???
Y – YOYOS ARE : cool if i know how to play ;p
Z – ZODIAC SIGN : taurus

Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels: ndh
What color do you wear most?: black.
Least favorite color?: perhaps yellow?
What are you listening to?: jk-pop.
Are you happy with your life right now?: Quite.
What is your favorite class in school?: perhaps, add maths; maths; english; health class??
When do you start back at school/college?: next tuesday.
Are you outgoing?: I got myself grounded.
Favorite pair of shoes?: black leather converse shoes. =)
Where do you wish you were right now?: where am i now.

THE CANS:
Can you dance?: who cant? O.o
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: hahahha NO~~
Can you whistle?: Dont ask the obvious.
Write with both hands?: well, if it doesnt require beauty in my wordings. :))
Walk with your toes curled?: cant~~ legs cramp.

THE DO’S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: hmmm
Do you believe in miracles?: depends
Do you believe in magic?: like those real magics? O.o
Love at first sight?: perhaps?
Do you believe in Satan?: Yup. they around us
Do you believe in Santa?: nope.
Do you know how to swim?: to save my life if falling into a water
Do you like roller coasters?: Yeah. the BEST! but still tense when its gotten at the peck
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: nope~~ depends what they shoved

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes.
Have you ever asked someone out?: Yeah. like DURH.
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yeah.
Have you ever been to the ocean?: I love the ocean.
Have you ever painted your nails?: yes.

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: Is this going to help?
What radio station do you listen to?: Hitz.fm only. others sucks.
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: pizza hut
What was the last thing you bought?: colourful necklace
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: house

THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM’d?: nabeehah & adib
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: balqis (lil'sis)
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: nabeehah

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: yes. last day seeing nabeehah & atira (after our finals)
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: yes. if i feel really depressed
Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?: i cant remember
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: accidently. he push the right button.
Do you cry when you get an injury?: yes i guess
Do certain songs make you cry?: Yes. if the lyrics n melody really touched me

HAPPY SECTION:
Are you a happy person?: Do i look happy?
What can make you happy? : Happening things & friends
Do you wish you were happier?: Perhaps?
Can music make you happy?: YES! very calming

LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken?: once? twice? thrice?? god knows
Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them? : nope. i half-hearted person.

LOOK AT ME :
What is your current hair color?: black? not so
Current piercings?: 3 on my left, 1 on right
Have any tattoos?: nope
Eye color?: natural

IN A BOY/GIRL:
Favorite eye color: natural
Short or long hair: short/long. depends how he look 1st
Height: taller than mine
Best clothing: simple but yet handsome

HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: No.
Mooned someone: no
Laughed so hard you cried: yes...
Cried in school: yes, after someone stole my cellphone
Thrown up in a store: ;/
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: Yes. =.=”
Gone skinny dipping: No.

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald’s or Burger King: BOTH
Single or Group Dates: Single.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate!!!! ^_^
Strawberries or Blueberries: BOTH. =)
Meat or Veggies: Balance
TV or Movie: Movie. =)
Guitar or Drums?: guitar
Adidas or Nike: Depends.
Chinese or Mexican: Mexican
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Cheerios.
Cake or Pie: BOTH
MTV or VH1: MTV

Jo Kwon & Lee Changmin have powerful voice. everytime they hit the high notes, i've never fail getting a goosebump. hhahhahah 2AM really awesome. start liking them in THIS SONG. gosh. that song never fail making me all teary.




thnx god jinki oppa's ok already. its heartbreaking seeing him fainted. with all the stress & pressure from their promoting JULIETTE. he must be tired, hack all SHINEE must be exhausted. HWAITING SHINEE. MBC should rethinking in placing the lighting. they should hurt our idol.... ~~

for a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life but there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. at last it dawned on me that these obstacle were my life. this perspective has helped me to see there is no way to happiness. happiness is the way to treasure every moment you have and remember that time waits for no one.
-HAPPINESS IS A JOURNEY NOT A DESTINATION-

gosh now i really cant wait to watch it. LOL too many hottie in one movies. kame-chan, yuyan, miura, Shun, Mokomichi, Teppei, Hiroki and Keisuke. sadly no akanishi & matsujun though. huhuhuh ;( look at the others, so different from gokusen 1n2. hohhohoh mature & sexy ROWL its kinda weird to see kame-chan acting as teacher. yankumi face after she relise odagiri... LOL. ;) CANT WAIT!!!

kimura takuya & kamenashi kazuya in the same drama. well, kame-chan only the guest for ep3, still sempai & kouhai together. plus, both are my favourite. its been awhile i'm watching kimura's drama. i think the last drama was engine. gosh, that was in 90's.
here the interview between them. hahhahha the piggyback ride was so cute. kimura maintain HOT. look at those hair, super bouncy. hhahahhaha kame-chan look adorable being piggyback.

gone crazy over them. hahhahaha SHINEE's back with JULIETTE. gosh they look so different. mohawk hair, dye blond hair, contact lens, cool+hot dancing style, tribes outfits which look cool+hot on them, colourful skinny jeans, weird masks... ;) LOVE THEM SO MUCH.
teamin grown already. no more cute but HOT with the curly/

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10.. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.


Being happy is the priority of living, If u wanna be sad, Be sad 4 something thats worth it.

sMILE AlWays...^__^

MERDEKA MERDEKA MERDEKA MERDEKA MERDEKA MERDEKA MERDEKA

NO CAT FOR THREE FUCKING WEEKS

BREAK IS ALL I NEED

my new xpress phone dah buat hal. its not even a month & it already starts making weird problems. i hate it... UNA u're right!!!! this f''king phone cepat rosak. i should have asked ppl about it 1st. huhuhuhuh... lucky i still have my dopod.